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It's really annoying when i try really hard, not to get pass the memory lane of yours, i always end up remembering you somehow.

I don't know what, how, i saw a dream today early morning, where you were in some kind of hospital/clinic and were busy in doing your stuff, and then suddenly i came, and you somehow tried to escape/ignore me, but instead u end up asking about me n my well being n my reason to be in hospital/clinic.

And this whole incident made me smile, enough to make me wake n check what time it is. You won't believe, i was smiling n that in big pretty way.

I know, it's not a sign or something like this, to make me believe that you also remember me the way i do, in fact i even myself want you, not to remember me in any possible way, and same am trying to myself.

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Please, i beg you, leave me... leave me all alone, and take all the memories along with you, cause am tried enough to hold the fort on your account.
It's kinda sucks ...
:( :( :(

♥ ♥ ♥ Hut Paagal ♥ ♥ ♥

reason enough to make u remember.
:)

I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again.

There would never been a day, where i haven't remembered you. Remembering you has become a part n parcel of my life. I know, it's been long enough to you, to even think of me. Separation never come on its own, it brings his friends, aloofness n misery.

Happiness is what we look for always. I know, life has been happiest to you, without remembering me, but thinking of you always make me smile enough to thank my stars for the wonderful time spent with you.

There is no doubt, that i don't miss you. I miss you a lot n lot n lot ...
I don't know, why i remember you, seriously speaking i want to forget you, i want a day in my life where i will not think of you, n i know that day will be the most darkest day of my life. The moment i lost you, i lost my shine of life, The day I'll stop remembering you, I'll lost my soul. :((((

Your High Cheek, Big ForeHead, Long Hair, Small Ears, Big Twinkling Eyes will continue fascinating me for rest of my life. I will always be a big fan of you.

I love you, you are one of my piece, even though you are gone, you wont be forgotten by me.

muaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh
xoxo

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Happy Diwali Ayesha....

May this diwali bring you a lots n loads of happiness,
and all your problem get bursted.....

I am at home, reached today morning only.
Bhai got a new car and i was surpirised to the core when he showed me, mind you he treated me like a king 2day ... :)

Dadi was not well from last 2 month, so was happy to see her and delighted that she still loves me a lot, (the way she hugged me jab maine pair chuha) infact more than ever ... :):) Got a lot of under ki baatein(gossip.. lol)

Mom was hell busy with household work, sayad diwali day.. hadn't talked much yet. I promised to get her new sofa this diwali, but unfortunately didnt kept my promise. :(:(:(

Didi and papa is all well. Didi made a beauiful rangoli at the entrance gate. And papa, as usual worried about my way of handling of finance.

Jennie completely narrated me the story of "What's Your rashee" n thats non-stop, and i didnt even dare to ask to stop, kyuki kabhi kabhi saamne wali ki khushi mein aap apni dukh bhul jaatein hai .....

Hannu seems to have gained some sort of matureness and sense of responsibility and respect. The way he welcomed me, the way he asked me to come his house, the way he responded to my query definetly supported my thoughts.

Ayesha, i knew ki you wont be wishing me and jaha tak mere wish karne ka sawaal hai, toh mein kar sakta tha, par ...................

Yaar, i really miss you a lot.

Dekh... bt don say ki dikha... u knw slowly n steadily u r entering in ma dna.. infact conquered a lot, i assure u ... Cum wit me, u wil hv gala time all along life... i may nt b best of d lot bt cn b d best 4 u.. al i wan cuming yrs 2 b blessed with love joy n companionship 4 all d yrs 2 cum